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I'm a loser writer girl and I won't impress your parents so don't bother trying to take me home in hope that I will. I am, however, the most loyal friend you will ever have, under the condition that you are not a liar, a cheater, or a moron. I can't stress how much I value loyalty in relationships, whether they be friendships, courtships, or professional; if you lack loyalty I will omit you from my life. I rarely sleep. I stay up late simply because life is more romantic at night. I am as much of a social butterfly as I am a total recluse. I love to write. I eat peanut butter straight from the jar. I don't take being lied to very lightly at all. I have ever changing gray blue eyes and seven piercings. I take ridiculously long showers. I hate whores and I do not associate with them because I consider them disgusting, often unloyal, and they depress me terribly. I miss people to the point of depression, but still have trouble calling them. I know that if you know me personally, you hate me for it. I am sorry. I would love to tell you that I am working on fixing that. I am not. I suffer greatly from nostalgia. I do not regret anything I have ever done. I am, although not proud of certain things, wise to learn from my mistakes and proud of who I am today. I eat a tremendous amount of junk. I have bad teeth- a reperscussion of the previous statement. I am an addict in every sense of the word. I learned from my writing teacher not to start every sentence with "I". I am a rebel without a cause.


I feel as happy as the gray clouds outside, I'm as emotional as a broken down roller coaster. I'm as hungry as a wolf, but eat like a worm. I wanna go back to sleep, but not have these dreams. I'm so happy I'm awake and thinking of you, but a daydream can't satistfy my lifes dream. An endless hole would be perfect to fall in love with right now, no changes or curves for a while. Could you direct me to the nearest non careing male? The kind that once we meet will already have forgotten my name. Cause' god only knows how fuckin' speacial I feel right now. Oh my calls are half hearted, a faint laugh to pretend you care wont help this time. I'm so happy. So happy I could die. But when I'm with you its better, more intense. Wake me up, slap my face, call me names, please just ignore me more, I'm eating it up. Cause' I love the fact that we're dyeing right now, and that I'm so fucking happy.

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